M.I.A

Finals are around the corner.... i look terrible ryte now, Dark circles, chubby face, lifeless, and messy hair. well, everything of you can imagine when someone have to study like mad for exams.

I promised my friend i will start blogging again after next week. Well, i sure have to come out with something before things get worse. LOL ......ahh, its time for me to ciao , my books are calling.
p/s: buhbye for now, goodluck everyone ;)

I feel empty

I just like this song for tonight. Today has been a long day for me. Went to an event organised by my club, being an oc for the second event. My life has never been more busier than now. But maybe its too packed, i am feeling bit down now. I chose my favourite place to tell, no i won't mention where but you sure can find it yourself.
So, today, the event was rather a great one for me, right before i went on to my study break. I am surely gonna miss the great moments. FYI, the event is actually a get-along gathering for the club members and new comers to know more on each other. Ever since i entered uni, i tell myself i have to be more extrovert, and i am gonna make myself to learn more, make my greatest memory here in uni. I had my first step, and i am glad.

A part of me died and a part of me moved on today, that's how i feel now. Maybe i tend to be more emo during midnight compared to other time. No one knows why but me. Secrets buried down deep though still moist but remains there. Ahhh.....i am crapping again, i can't tell much cause this is not my diary though i treat it like one. Every once in a while i still publish this blog on FB though sometimes i don't feel like,* i tend to privatized here* hehe
All i wanna say is, i will miss this, i mean, this. Sometimes truth is hard to accept but you have to move on. And thanks for everything, even though it might only be me

Shhh, everything told here remains here, this is between me and you

Not forget to mention, i crap all the times here, Why so serious?! heeh, btw...i might be doing a post on the event when i got the photos! hehe, provided if i am free!

p/s: goodnite and goodluck everyone! ;)

The upbeats ....(Music)

Yeah, so i am gonna talk about the upbeats today.

I can say that i really enjoy listening to the upbeats, this is what i am listening now, first time listening and i found it is quite similar to something i heard weeks ago 

The Tomorrowland after movie bideo..This concert is supeeeeerrrrrrr fun! i wish that i have the opportunity in the next few years to participate in, the songs are so upbeat , totally love it

I usually get myself  listen to these upbeat song when i study to keep myself awake ( you know the lazy worm strikes and makes you sleepy whenever you want to study and concentrate, i am the victim lol)

ANNNDD.....my favourite bigbang GD's recent album also have numbers of upbeat song in his album such as Crayon and One of a kind, totally addicted to them and so fun to listen

                                               

                                               

GD's talent is undeniable and thats what makes him one of the best in Korea.

I still prefer orchestra, classical music but then loving upbeats at the same time. Its kind of mix and match. Music is unlimited, its different and both worth listening.

btw, sometimes i envy those people in orchestra team and even hoped that i know how to play violin/cello/harp just to be part of them..*sigh*

Arhh....its raining again here in kl, its been days but i just love the weather. Its so comfy and cooling. Exams are near, assignments are packed and tasks are waiting...still have allot to worry. Life has never been so hectic 

Btw, Bigbang's concert is just around the corner but then i didnt get to go to the concert. Yeahhh i know i know....i claimed myself as a big fan but then you know, the tickets are fast selling and with the restrictions i am not able to go. kind of disappointing ;(((

I realised that its been a long time since i update my photos here..i always update them in instagram, do follow me @cheesiepuff or you can see part of them in twitter too! hheee, webstagram will be created soon. 

me and my friend bec, pic taken in uni

and a little preview on a post i am gonna do..

I love my fren's camera G12 --as the colour intensity is great and it made everyone looks stunning LOLOL

So yeah, its still raining i am gonna continue to be a nerd now...

stay tune for more!

p/s: goodluck everyone! =)

  

The awkward moment when.............

So one day,when i was in my room, trying hard to concentrate in completing my law online quiz, i was then interrupted by a voice..My housemate right next door is singing. i was immediately like '= = expression ' ..and at first i thought it would stop after a minute or two, but it turns out that she sang for like an hour ++. Its clearly that she's trying hard on her voice, singing with skills on 'it will rain' and 'someone like you'....if it was other day, i would have enjoyed, but, not today......it was rather, annoying to me, cause you know when you are trying hard to remain silent and calm for study but then suddenly interrupt by someone, no matter how great the voice is. It, is, still....  unfavourable.

Then i somehow came out with this stupid idea of pretending to be on phone, trying to pretend myself talking on phone about this girl singing right next to my door...LOLLL ( i know that is stupid) ...guess what? it didn't work, guess she was wearing earphone or something ( i know i should've knock her door, request for silence, but then...allow me to call myself a coward...lol....err, no! i just dont wanna make her feel embarrassed requesting ftf) *lame* , anyway... at last i tuned my earphone volume to max to cover over her voice...its the only way out

So in the end, this whole thing ended when she went out for lunch..... and finally i got my silence back.what a moment



'The awkward moment when you are trying to concentrate but then your housemate next door starts to sing out loud.'

p/s:  random post, stay tuned for more =) ! goodluck everyone <3 nbsp="nbsp">

Have you love life?

I am being abit sentimental atm, probably because i watched some videos about how short is one's life. I am pretty sure that most of us have came across with these kind of video, here's one of the best love life documentary i have seen till date

Well, i strongly recommend you to spend some time on this, and you will soon realise that how fragile one's life can be. We always thought that we still have tonnes of time to complete or do things we never get to do. But in fact, when reality hits you, the only thing that left you regret is those you never get to do, or you never ever have the opportunity to do anymore.

People sometimes care about what people think of them too much. Dramas and gossips are everywhere, you cant stop or predict. Yeah, little kids (even adults), you know, always have those little fight and rumours regardless good or bad. People emphasis tiny things and enlarge it as if its the only thing that means whole world to them. Or, even hate this particular person as if he/she ruined your perfect life.

Those drama wont mean a thing after you realise your life is too short to focus on it. No one's life is perfect, all you can do is to make it meaningful. Well, you define what meaningful means to you, is spending your time on the internet meaningful? is spending your time on video games meaningful? or being a full time workaholic meaningful? What if  someday you found out that all you left is limited time, would all those so-called aim or dream mean anything to you? will those rumours mean anything to you? will those that once bother you mean anything to you? Think about it, all these people around you, where rumours came from, will eventually dies. All those fame will fade off eventually. Its just the matter of time.

How stupid, when some people trying hard to live, some people just doesn't know how to appreciate. 

Love your life, love your love ones while you have it. Love those who deserved to be love, love your imperfection. Its never too late to learn, make yourself worth it. 

Yeah, so thats pretty much for today.....( too tired to write anymore) will come back in days time, good day ahead everyone 

p/s: Goodluck everyone <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

Do you know how to sing?

Yesh, i am here after N months...thanks to those who visit here every once in a while. I know i sucked in consistency, but i am still thankful that the visits are still increasing even though i sort of like walk away for, like....awhile? *lol* .
So i am supposed to do my assignment now, but then i dont feel like writing the boring essay and then i thought, why not update my blog for a while?
So, singing has always been one of those that i wanna improve, i adore those who can sing well, those who can sing like there's no tomorrow, sing with all their heart, its like you almost can feel their heart and passion for singing. Of course, to achieve that you must have great lung capacity- stamina. Think about it, without the  great stamina is like singing without strength. Besides you need the stamina to add in technique and even do the moves.
So, i can know i can never sing well, cause i dont have great stamina...wookay, although i am once a champion *during primary school* and that was like ten years back..*stop laughing!* nowadays i still hear people saying that--i can sing--once in a while * please dont mind me lool* i know that i can never handle those BIG songs, the only reason that people thought i can sing is maybe.......because i have the very much feminine voice? and maybe some technique? arhhhh whateverrr....i dont wanna talk about myself anymore, i once 'thought' i can sing pretty well until i saw people like Charice, Leona or Beyonce..those powerful kind of singers, and i knew that that's the true singer!its all about stamina, * i should work out from today on wards, and maybe i will achieve that category like 100 years later* *

Anyways, i have been watching allot of music bideos lately, i have to, i just HAVE  TO share one of my favourite bidddeoo here, its from Charice... The  'All by myself" is a must hear, because it simply redefines how a song should be presented and how incredible she is, yes, i am talking about the high notes she hit....argh, trust me...you will get goosebumps hearing that, ;D

Another one i wanna share today is a video i just came across lately, it was a clip from a singing competition called 'Asian Wave' where all the top singers from asian country being chose to represent their country. I here discovered Shila, and she amazed me

The conclusion? well, i believed that everyone can sing, seriously....its all about either you go to singing lessons to improve your weakness/ skills or you are born with natural talent.. nothing is impossibru...its never too late to chase after your dream, soo......go take classes froom today onwards.....!
btw...geez , its late now, mind me for the crapping part, y'all know, brain just doesnt work well when you're tired...*dadeedaaaa*

soooooo......thats it for today, stay tuned for more to come
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Own hey!

It's been months, yeah I know...lots of pending blogpost to be write and publish,*super slack* ...have to go back to uni next week for the new sem..always caught up with the new sem blues after a short term hol... so, what am i up to? I have been hanging out with high school mates allot recently,and was a temporary babysitter the few weeks before,yeah, talking out my nephews, I miss them allot!been having some hard time to deal without them after spending the whole month with them...kids will never let you bored.they are forever active and fun!*naww...I miss them!*, and also, have been following some hk dramas and Korean reality show aka runningman(yeah, am a BIG fan) of the team. It's movie day time for the new 'dark knight screening tomorrow...not expecting much from it but since it's the last one they are having, you kow, you got to watch lol.*lame!!* So.....so.....so....wanted to put some selva photos but realized that they don't have this function provided for ipad.== so I guess it's bye for now!! P/s: of course, still,good luck everyone , will be back soon :)

累，心

真的很想像以往一樣， 把快樂全寫在這里，
嘗試把低落的情緒往邊放，隱藏真實感受，
寫下微笑，
但此時此刻的我，辦不到

別人眼里看見的微笑，底下，
破碎與疲憊的心，是真的累了
付出再多，弄得再累，也似乎不會被珍惜
那理所當然的接受，只能責怪自己愚蠢
不值得，誤會中的接受，你沒問題
但我看了也好累
拍拍肩膀，告訴自己，不會有下一次

因為你，我覺得好傻

至于誤會，須知，
你看清，我也看清
不出聲，不代表默認，
不澄清，是不想把誤會加深
蒙蔽的心，再多的解釋也只是掩飾

會堅強的，就算再難，我也會把眼淚擦干，把堅強的自己找回來 =）

I will be back this week whee~

So it has been a month++ since i blog here last time, i repeat, i did not abandon my blog, i just don't have much time to spend and share things here...=((, owh, you have no idea how many things i have to manage, and the worst thing is, even if i finally found a gap to blog, it turned out to be low internet connection! i was like..'WHAT?! you must be kidding me face'...ahaa
So one thing to keep things up to date is tweeting about and posting instagram, the simplified version of blogging lol........soo, just to inform, i will be blogging again starting on next week, because......I FINALLY REACH MY SEM BREAK! hurray!! although its only a week fml, but i am still excited! whee~~

Have a nice day ahead everyone!

                                           

'Be still my soul" Mindy Gledhill

p/s: in Mindy Gledhill fever at the moment, was filling myself with her music while rushing for my presentation slides in the middle of the night, think positive!! Goodluck everyone ;) stay tuned!

Hello, long-lost BLOG

Oppss...i know i've been inactive lately, the new year post promise had gone with the wind.....okay, i just dont have the time to rearrange the photos and blog! let me just update you what happened to me lately..

First thing first, I DYED MY HAIR
ryte, i DIY-ed using liese platinum beige colour, and my hair went from black to dark red-coppery brown UNDER sunlight, and still looked the same in indoor...sorrie, i thought of uploading the photos as a comparison but i have to wait till tomorrow morning since the effect is not really obvious during nightime, lol...but in terms of satisfaction, yes, i loveeeee it ♥

Secondly, i am officially a uni student...*yay*
Had my orientation week last week and it was my first class today...and too bad, i dislike the orientation week since its packed with talks but no ice-breaking session at all...i was still expecting something fun on orientation but unfortunately they let me down......*naihh*..how could that be? so you mean we are uni students already and therefore we should break-the-ice ourselves? hrmphhh....owh, and assignments being distributed during the first day , i mean, how fun is that? i barely know nothing and a thousand words assignment fall straight on my shoulder, *geez*

Third thing,
Say hello to my android!! after months of work i bought myself  one , and couldnt be more proud of LOL...people ( friendsss), whatsapp me kay!! ;)

I will try to do that CNY post as soon as possible, kay...........bye!!

p/s: Recommending one of my favourite korean singer IU's song, Goodluck everyone!! ♥

                                              

You & I ♥

The passing enthusiasm phenomena PART II

Feeling extremely guilty to myself, remember the PART I before? I talked bout some of the examples, and now i have to add one more here, more as to remind myself for not repeating it again

Yes, the latest case is regarding the new music instrument i promised myself to conquer it---guitar. I always think that i am not capable in strings, although i havent tried a violin, but i can already imagine my hand losing coordination and playing like a robot hand, lol ..and so i borrowed a guitar the other day, thought of self-learning, without any knowledge, i start to strum the guitar,then identify the notes each string in, went to youtube for tutorials on how to tune, went to wiki to search for the exact note each string should be in, and had some fun tuning it...to be honest, it was kind of interesting to me and things went pretty well, probably my pp does helped alot......
currently learning a song guided by Youtube, Grenade from Bruno Mars

Duno why, no matter how i tune the guitar, i couldnt match his guitar sound..*hmmmm*

If you wonder why i pick this as my first song, its because of this cover

                                         

I know i posted this video before, and i have to say, i dont really pay attention to this song before this video, probably because i dont like the music arrangement of the ori version, glad that i found this, especially likey the second verse

So......currently i seemed to friend back with my bad habit---the passing enthusiasm, and its probably because>>>> i got frustrated when i hurt my finger while pressing on the strings, unhappy when i hear some weird sound  because i didnt press hard enough on the strings while i strum, i was like -_-...fine, why is this so hard for me? i even have to take time to search for notes before i play the next chord, yes.i dislike that kind of  feeling, when you feel like a stupid because you know nothing on something you wanna know so bad....

Whatever, i am so gonna learn this

okay, thats it for now, and its time to sleep...

p/s: cny post delayed to tmr, Goodluck everyone ♥

B for B-o-r-e-d

"依然愛你" by leehom keeps on running in mah head

                                        
Wanna blog about my new year trip initially, but then all the photos are with my sister so guess blogging without photos would be no fun,delay the post until i got the photos by the end of the week. In the mean time, i am just enjoying fully my few weeks left holiday in my hometown before i start my uni.

But then, those holiday could be kind of boring, and the schedule might be>>>
wake up, find no one cause everyone went to work----find no breakfast on the table---cook yourself your own breakfast---watch tv--use your lappie---lunch time---nap---jog--dinner---internet--sleep

Gawd, i wonder how long can i survive with this schedule on for weeks, so the ideal one should be>>>>
awake---cook your own breakfast--practice---lunchtime---tv---online research---nap---jog---dinner--reading--SLEEP early
HRM...this sounds more reasonable, great imma gonna manage my time well, at least learn another few songs up on guitar/piano ,aww..i am gonna miss my piano soon.....although it has been flooded twice,abit out of tune, and sometimes you might even hear string sounds along as you play it too...lol, but i will still miss it *nawww*

Alot of things running in mah head, thought of setting up another blog and redesigning my blog,i know its alot of work,and i have to complete that asap

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Posting another post bout cny tmr, stay tuned!.. i need to get rid of my dark circles so thats it for now, goodnite and Goodluck everyone! ♥

the 2012 blog starts on 17 midnight

guess i can never change my habit of blogging in the middle of the night..so its down to four days before i leave my job, time flies when you dont even realise it slipped away
So diary, me and my family celebrated little nephew's birthday early Jan

One year old

bought this cake from a local cake shop, thought of buying the 3d cake from secret recipe but then it was too late as they need a week notice..but then since Xavier favours mickey more so we decided to go for his choice =)

My mom gave him a angpow but then....

 he nearly tore it off , or perhaps he's curious on how much he got?lol,cheeky pie

he likes to show people how capable he is in walking, even happier when we give him an applause =P

sooo....a whole new year, a new life! dra's going aussie real soon, been planning to go on a short trip with her, but the chance is minimal, as she still got alot of things to run for, and i wont be free until new year, *fingerscrossed* i really hope things will work out!

owh, and i got my haircut eventually and it spent me for like 8 bucks more than the normal price, 

tsk,i should have cut it earlier

 in less than half an hour, i got my haircut done,from waist long to shoulder length..

   

=)

people always says that, the reason that a girl/woman got their haircut is because they wanna get rid of the past and start a new life, perhaps that sounds true also lol, 

and i still remember i used to cry when my mom cut my long hair those days,  because she always cut my hair way shorter than the length we originally discussed, she thought of making both sides even length but you know, after comparing here and there, it turns out to be shorter and shorter, and my heart turns bitter and bitter , ends up me crying and mom complaining me and swearing not to cut my hair again ..........

but then the same scene replayed months after lol

still wondering to dye or not to, since my hair is not really black but dark brown, more obvious under sunlight

see?

probably would give liese a try one of these days

p/s: no i dont have weird legs its just that i leaned it against the drawer =D

 Excited that new year is just five days away!! cant wait , even received home made new year biscuits--pineapple pie biscuits, and i finished a whole small container of it...within three days

( trust me i can make it one day but no,i dont wanna ruin my diet plan)

mah all-time favourite!

oh gawd, i cant imagine myself gaining weight after new year, why are those foods and biscuits so irresistible? *nom nom*

DING ＤＩＮＧ DING！

i found a creative and lovely video

she's a philipian dating a korean boyfie

watch and enjoy it!

another one here

thats her boyfie, cute couple 

and she looks better with this short hairstyle compared to her recent one,might be the hair colour prob.

so thats it for now, new post coming this weekend!

p/s: Goodluck and Gong Hei Fatt Choi everyone! ♥♥